Uncertainty

On Thursday, November 12th my 4th grandson, Garrett, was born with vein of Galen malformation. On Monday, an angiogram was performed to cauterize the vein and three arteries. Additionally, his liver and kidney functions are not 100%.

On Monday, I had an MRI and dread possibly hearing that I may need back surgery.

On Tuesday, my daughter indicated that she was having issues with her home.

Wednesday brought news that my husband's employment may be in jeopardy.

How often do we take for granted every day things. Life, employment, home, or even our health? We simply go from moment to moment. We have hurricanes, tsunami's, floods, fire, cancer, MS, and lukemia running rampant and yet, we take life so casually. See you tomorrow we say at the end of the workday, talk to you soon as we get off the phone with a relative. Only, in some cases, that chance doesn't come.

My dear brother-in-law, Milton, passed away in his sleep at age 46. He was experiencing chest pains but because of financial reasons chose not to go to the hospital. He didn't know how he would pay for it. So he had a cigarette and went to bed never gracing us with his presence again.

As Martin and I drove non-stop to Crocker, Missouri for his memorial service, we talked of Milton and the memories Martin had with him. Upon arrival, we viewed Milton and Martin broke down crying with I should have, I could have, I wished I had... What does it take?!?!?!?

Nothing is certain except our faith in Jesus Christ. Through him all things are possible (Matthew 19:26); All things work for the good for those who love him (Romans 8:28); and Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus (1 Thes 5:18).

As for me, I am grateful for my faith is in Him and I am truly grateful for all that I have.



Barbara

p.s. My husband asked me once when I was going to grow up, but if it takes remaining child-like to enjoy and see the beauty of life, I hope I never grow up. Sorry honey.